My eyes are so tired from the never ending grief,
The tears just keep on coming, there is no relief.
Crystal clear the pain is as it cascades down my face,
Reaching my bloody cracked lips, my tears are the only thing I can taste.
The virgin light of day nor the swelling shadows of dark,
Can ever hide my horror from which I can never part.
Pain and anguish have been my friends for so long,
They are the only world I know everything else is just so wrong.
Nothing can ever change the fucking hell that I have let myself become,
Nothing more can I do as my days forever turn into night and I myself become a slum